spent the whole day pretending to care about everyone else's drama while inside i am just over here like a walking illegal comedy act—thank goodness for my double life, but sometimes i forget what laughter feels like without the guilt.
घर वाले समझते नहीं, literally, जब मैं अकेले होने की कोशिश करती हूँ तो मुझे ऐसा लगता है जैसे सब लोग मेरी हर हरकत पर नज़र रख रहे हैं. honestly, कभी-कभी मैं चाहती हूँ बस फूट-फूट के रोऊँ लेकिन ये करना भी संभव नहीं है।
thought it was all about helping them succeed but now i feel like a fool. was it my fault for not seeing the signs, like i was just another cog waiting to be replaced.
thought it was all about helping them succeed but now i feel like a fool. was it my fault for not seeing the signs, like i was just another cog waiting to be replaced.
scrolling through my contacts, and all i can think is how that one friend never replied after i spilled my guts. like, why is it so hard to just reach out sometimes?