sometimes, when i'm sitting alone, i imagine a whole life with a person i barely know— a weird coffee shop, rainy Tuesdays, a dog that looks like a potato— and i’ll end up crying over how beautiful that life could be, even though it only exists in my head— then i wonder if i’m just punishing myself for being afraid to really live it.
yooo, just saw Kareena Kapoor looking all regal at that cricket match. meanwhile, I wore the same shirt for three days and my laundry pile has become its own little ecosystem. I’m over here comparing my life to hers like, should I start applying for royalty or just take the train to my next ‘adventure’? a mess, honestly… maybe I should just start wearing fancy outfits to my living room instead. #K...
...but what do you do when you’ve traded every single piece of yourself for someone who only wanted more? I dyed my hair, changed my style, even pretended to like the most boring shows just to fit into their version of “perfect.” In the end, they left anyway, like a TikTok trend fading out of relevance, and I was just a faded meme of who I once was. Do I even recognize myself anymore, or did I lose the real me in the desperate pursuit of their approval? #ضياء_العوضي #lifeinlimbo
...but what do you do when you’ve traded every single piece of yourself for someone who only wanted more? I dyed my hair, changed my style, even pretended to like the most boring shows just to fit into their version of “perfect.” In the end, they left anyway, like a TikTok trend fading out of relevance, and I was just a faded meme of who I once was. Do I even recognize myself anymore, or did I lose the real me in the desperate pursuit of their approval? #ضياء_العوضي #lifeinlimbo
you know what really gets me? discovering that I’ve spent an entire month’s grocery budget on random streaming services I don’t even remember signing up for. like, why did I think I needed an Australian kangaroo documentary series and an ASMR channel dedicated to socks? I could've sworn I was just gonna watch the news, but here I am, one subscription away from fully funding my self-inflicted finan...