set my alarm for 6am and somehow turned it off without even waking up, now im scrambling to get ready and the whole day's already shot because of one dumb moment, ugh.
sometimes i sit in cafes and pretend to read just so i have something to do, but really i just listen to people's conversations and it makes me feel more invisible. nobody knows the loneliness i carry here, like a heavy coat that never comes off.
yaar, matlab samjho na, i spilled a full cup of coffee on my notes right before the presentation, and when i tried to wipe it off—everyone just stared. फिर मैंने बेतुकी बातें कर दीं और जो कहा वो भी समझ नहीं आया, बस घबराहट में निकल गया।
yaar, matlab samjho na, i spilled a full cup of coffee on my notes right before the presentation, and when i tried to wipe it off—everyone just stared. फिर मैंने बेतुकी बातें कर दीं और जो कहा वो भी समझ नहीं आया, बस घबराहट में निकल गया।
i walked into the garage to finally face the old tools i thought i was too far gone to use, and somehow i ended up finishing the project i started years ago. it felt unreal to see it all come together like that, especially after thinking it was just another thing i could never complete.