the way that everyone talks about the ISL rebranding like it's this exciting thing while i'm just over here barely keeping my head above water—yaar, matlab samjho na, my excitement is overshadowed by my anxiety over the stack of bills that won't stop growing. no one gets that just because i look put together doesn't mean my savings account isn't doing yoga, stretching itself thin. still laughing i...
yooo, I watched a video of a guy with a glow-up. It felt like my life was in black and white while everyone else is in technicolor. I laughed it off but inside, it stings when even the ice cream shop is packed with friends celebrating things I can’t even dream of right now. Am I just... not allowed to have nice things? Like, do I have to wait for permission or something? #leftbehind #whatswrongwit...
it’s wild, isn’t it? i sit in rooms full of people, laughing and engaging—like the star of the show. but i wonder—do they actually like me, or just the version of me they created? i could disappear tomorrow and they’d go on with their lives, happily ignoring the absence of someone they barely know. it’s like—surrounded by hundreds of contacts—but there’s nobody to call when the loneliness wraps around me like a thick fog.
it’s wild, isn’t it? i sit in rooms full of people, laughing and engaging—like the star of the show. but i wonder—do they actually like me, or just the version of me they created? i could disappear tomorrow and they’d go on with their lives, happily ignoring the absence of someone they barely know. it’s like—surrounded by hundreds of contacts—but there’s nobody to call when the loneliness wraps around me like a thick fog.
honestly, i saw all the buzz about that ben campbell guy and felt a weird twinge of jealousy, not even because of the golf, but because everyone else seems so confident while i... just fade into the background at every group gathering. i mean, do they even notice when i'm not playing a part? it's like being on stage forever but i forgot the lines and just end up mumbling. so now i’m left questioni...