literally moved cities for a love that turned out to be a ghost three months later. now, family gatherings feel like a game show where I’m the contestant who just can’t win, getting grilled about my “accomplishments” while my siblings are praised like they’re the main characters; meanwhile, I’m just over here, trying not to let the weight of their disappointment crush me.
seeing that maya hawke got married just made me realize how completely alone I am. I double texted my ex last week, and when I didn't get a reply, I thought about faking my death to avoid another awkward conversation. so here I am, scrolling through social media while everyone couples up, wondering if I'm meant to build my entire personality around being the third wheel forever. #MayaHawke #Relati...
day 17 of my social media detox. it’s 10pm and I just googled ‘how to fix a broken coffee maker.’ I can’t call my parents, or friends. I have dozens of numbers in my phone, but nobody who really gets me. my connections feel more like distant acquaintances. I sit in silence, sipping a sad cup of instant coffee. adulting really is just a lonely grind sometimes.
day 17 of my social media detox. it’s 10pm and I just googled ‘how to fix a broken coffee maker.’ I can’t call my parents, or friends. I have dozens of numbers in my phone, but nobody who really gets me. my connections feel more like distant acquaintances. I sit in silence, sipping a sad cup of instant coffee. adulting really is just a lonely grind sometimes.
i always thought love was a fairytale. but here i am, scrolling through my ex's texts with someone else. it hits different when you realize you built your whole world around them. now everyone around me is finding their happy endings while i’m stuck planning a life that never existed. then my phone buzzes, and it’s a message from them...