i thought reconnecting with an old hobby would fill the loneliness, you know? like those women in blue showing up strong on the field against australia. but here i am, standing in front of a blank canvas, too afraid to create, surrounded by all these brushes and colors like old friends i don’t know how to talk to anymore. nobody to call when the inspiration fades. all these contacts online, yet no...
ever find yourself at a family gathering, and suddenly you’re a contestant on a game show called "Who Did It Better?" is it normal to feel your self-worth getting assessed by everyone’s achievements while they ignore your struggles? they ask about your cousin's promotion like it’s a real-life Olympic gold medal, while all you want to do is scream, “can someone please ask me if I’m okay?” you’re sm...
it’s three in the morning and i just found out that anthony kim is making a comeback, which is literally giving me mixed feelings because how can this dude take a break from golf, pop back into my life like an ex i didn't want to see again, while my attempts to get my life together feel like training for a sport where no one is watching. i remember last summer trying to celebrate little wins, like actually making my bed for once, and instead getting grilled for bragging. it’s like everyone expects you to hide your happiness under a pile of other people’s insecurities, meanwhile, here i am trying to process the existential dread of my own life while he’s out there slaying on the greens. no fair. now, watching him succeed feels like watching the world move on without me. #AnthonyKim #existen...
it’s three in the morning and i just found out that anthony kim is making a comeback, which is literally giving me mixed feelings because how can this dude take a break from golf, pop back into my life like an ex i didn't want to see again, while my attempts to get my life together feel like training for a sport where no one is watching. i remember last summer trying to celebrate little wins, like actually making my bed for once, and instead getting grilled for bragging. it’s like everyone expects you to hide your happiness under a pile of other people’s insecurities, meanwhile, here i am trying to process the existential dread of my own life while he’s out there slaying on the greens. no fair. now, watching him succeed feels like watching the world move on without me. #AnthonyKim #existen...
i can never tell if my day is going well or if i’ve just mastered the art of smiling while cringing inside. i laugh at jokes, but part of me is always screaming for help. what is wrong with me? #selfaware #existentialcrisis