just got a reminder that my library fines from months ago are due and suddenly i'm feeling like an idiot for spending so much on snacks i dont even remember eating. now its either pay the fines or skip groceries this week, and i dont even know what i’d do without my favorite cereal.
set my alarm for six and turned it off without thinking, wish I had just stayed up to write that thing I keep saying I will but never do, its like I let myself down on the regular.
sometimes i hear a loud laugh and my stomach drops like someone just yelled at me, even if it’s just joy and i have to remind myself i can still feel safe, but it never feels quite real.
sometimes i hear a loud laugh and my stomach drops like someone just yelled at me, even if it’s just joy and i have to remind myself i can still feel safe, but it never feels quite real.
yaar, matlab samjho na, my phone is literally in a constant state of "updating" while my internet provider seems to think I'm a fan of nostalgia because the only thing loading is my childhood trauma from waiting for them to fix it, ghar wale समझते नहीं ke patience doesn't work like it did in the '90s.