Appreciation: it's not that i don't have friends, it's just that i have a whole lot of contact…

i stopped reaching out because it always felt one-sided. they never checked in on me, but somehow, my life felt like a footnote in their story. today, i found out they’re struggling, and part of me thought, maybe it’s good to feel the weight of loneliness too... but instead, all i feel is this weird emptiness. i never wanted to keep score, but somehow... here i am. #loneliness #unspokentruths

life feels like I’m watching a never-ending game, and everyone else is scoring touchdowns while I sit here pretending my broke spirit is fine. my last credit card payment felt like signing a deal with the devil. I’m here manifesting millions while juggling rent and ramen like it's an Olympic sport. one moment I think I'm manifesting greatness, and the next I’m dodging calls from bill collectors. i...

just realized that every time i see someone start a new diet or fitness routine, part of me is genuinely happy for them, while the other part can’t help but roll my eyes, wishing they'd experience just one day of my total snack-filled chaos; it's almost comedic how we share pictures of our new workouts and healthy meals, while deep down, i rehearse the phone call to myself to acknowledge that mayb...