it's not that i resent them... it’s just that my sibling's favorite status feels like the Heat being favored over the Celtics – totally expected but somehow still painful. i swear they could drop a full meal in the microwave and mom would rush in, like it's the apocalypse, while i quietly reheated leftover takeout in the background. even last week, they dropped my name in a group chat and everyone...
it’s 3am and my phone just pinged about Hakeem Jeffries and those threats. should i be angry or relieved that my only worry tonight is how to stretch my lunch leftovers till the end of the week? my cousin asked me if i was gonna watch the news, and i just laughed. honestly, can anyone blame me? who’s got time to feel anything other than “this is all a joke” when every time i open my fridge it’s li...
bruh, yaar, just saw the teaser for Shahid Kapoor’s new song and it hit me harder than my last three dinner attempts. matlab, I'm sitting here making burnt toast while he’s out here channeling all the retro swag I can’t even replicate in my pajamas. I'm scrolling through my messages, realized the last time I had a legit convo was… never mind, I'm too embarrassed to even say it. everyone thinks I'm thriving but honestly, I cant tell if my cat understands me better than my friends do. kisi ko ye batana mat bhoolna! #ShahidKapoor #LifeIsWeird
bruh, yaar, just saw the teaser for Shahid Kapoor’s new song and it hit me harder than my last three dinner attempts. matlab, I'm sitting here making burnt toast while he’s out here channeling all the retro swag I can’t even replicate in my pajamas. I'm scrolling through my messages, realized the last time I had a legit convo was… never mind, I'm too embarrassed to even say it. everyone thinks I'm thriving but honestly, I cant tell if my cat understands me better than my friends do. kisi ko ye batana mat bhoolna! #ShahidKapoor #LifeIsWeird
है, सबके शादी के फोटो देखके सोचती हूँ, मैं भी क्यूँ नहीं हो रही? और फिर परिवार वाले आके बात करते हैं, सबके "भाई बहनों" की सफलता के बारे में। जब तक मैं मुस्कुरा रही हूँ, सब ठीक है। लेकिन अंदर से... एकदम अकेली, बिना किसी इमरजेंसी फंड के। और फिर सुनती हूँ वो अनकही बातें, जैसे "तुम्हारी उम्र में तो हम..", और मैं सिर्फ ये सोचती हूँ कि एक शादी तो दूर, इस जीवन में एक आम सा रास्ता भी नहीं दिख रहा। सोचती ह...