not gonna lie, i’ve been holding onto a pair of black shoes for the last three years. they’re the ones I planned to wear to a funeral for someone I barely knew. but that’s just the thing, I keep staying in this weird loop of regret and unfinished conversations, like it’s somehow respectful to be prepared. every time I look at them, it feels like I’m watching my social life slip away while I drown ...
honestly, i saw the election results and felt a sick twist in my stomach because while the world is talking about changing tides, i’m here drowning in a corporate job i hate, pretending to be someone who cares, dreaming about a life that looks like those flashy campaigns. like, literally, if my salary were a political candidate, it wouldn’t even get the popular vote. while they throw money at camp...
it's three in the morning and i'm staring at the ceiling like it holds the answers to life. do i really have to admit that i told my neighbor i was a world-class juggler just to avoid explaining why i got my cat from a “special rescue”? i mean, who actually starts a sentence with "it's a long story" when they just made a spontaneous purchase of googly eyes and glitter glue? sometimes i wonder if my life is a sitcom where all the punchlines land at my expense. #jugglerfail #catmysteries
it's three in the morning and i'm staring at the ceiling like it holds the answers to life. do i really have to admit that i told my neighbor i was a world-class juggler just to avoid explaining why i got my cat from a “special rescue”? i mean, who actually starts a sentence with "it's a long story" when they just made a spontaneous purchase of googly eyes and glitter glue? sometimes i wonder if my life is a sitcom where all the punchlines land at my expense. #jugglerfail #catmysteries
it's not that i’m envious of everyone buying houses and driving shiny cars. it’s just that when i saw the Sri Lanka vs Ireland highlights, it hit me harder. like, literally, my friend just closed on a place with a view while i’m still juggling rent with “please don’t let this payment bounce” in my head. everyone seems to be hitting home runs in life, and i can’t even hit a single without cringing ...