just realized how people think my life is all about fancy dinners and wild nights out. meanwhile, i’m literally counting my coins, microwaving instant noodles, and watching youtube videos about budget travel because taking a flight is a luxury i can't afford. yaar, matlab samjho na, they don't see the hidden debt piling up while my parents introduce me as "he's doing great" when all i can think of...
it's three in the morning and i’m scrolling through old texts, the ones from a time when we used to try. remember that spark? honestly, what happened to it? now every time i see couples laughing and holding hands, i wonder if my heart actually got stolen or if i just lost it somewhere between our plans and their 'perfect' pictures. why did i build so much of myself around someone who ended up as j...
everyone is raving about that new movie, "o romeo," but honestly, my life feels more like a tragicomedy. while relatives post wedding pics on social media, my biggest accomplishment this year was getting out of bed. मैं सोचती हूँ, क्या वो सभी मुझसे बेहतर हैं? किसी को समझ नहीं आता, बस कहेंगे 'कब शादी करोगी?' and i’m like, when i find my sense of self-worth. but tell me, can a movie about love help with the weight of feeling like a disappointment? #RomeoMovieReview #LifeFeelsHeavy
everyone is raving about that new movie, "o romeo," but honestly, my life feels more like a tragicomedy. while relatives post wedding pics on social media, my biggest accomplishment this year was getting out of bed. मैं सोचती हूँ, क्या वो सभी मुझसे बेहतर हैं? किसी को समझ नहीं आता, बस कहेंगे 'कब शादी करोगी?' and i’m like, when i find my sense of self-worth. but tell me, can a movie about love help with the weight of feeling like a disappointment? #RomeoMovieReview #LifeFeelsHeavy
day 47 of my "just in case" funeral outfit saga. the thrift store blazer has become my armor against this relentless stress. i keep imagining winning the lottery, as if those dreams will somehow turn my stacked credit card bills into beautiful invitations to freedom. the irony? my co-workers see my monthly paycheck and assume i’m ballin', while my reality is just quietly... praying that i won’t be...