زندگی میں کچھ خوابوں کو ٹوٹتے دیکھنا مشکل ہوتا ہے۔ ایک دوست نے اپنی خوشی کے دن کہنے دیا کہ کچھ چیزیں تقدیر کی بات ہیں، پر میں جانتا تھا کہ یہ کچھ اور ہے۔
yaar, matlab samjho na, aaj kisi ne bola "bad luck" to bas itna suna aur samajh nahi aaya ki yeh luck ke saath kya connection hai, par mein sirf itna soch raha tha ki shaadi shuda log toh true mein dating se bhi zyada ke chaos mein hain—घर वाले समझते नहीं.
so i sent a fifteen minute voice note to my old college roommate thinking it was my mom and now she thinks i want to start a podcast about my obsession with ceiling fans like who even does that, and now i am considering just becoming a ceiling fan influencer for the fun of it because this is where we are now, people.
so i sent a fifteen minute voice note to my old college roommate thinking it was my mom and now she thinks i want to start a podcast about my obsession with ceiling fans like who even does that, and now i am considering just becoming a ceiling fan influencer for the fun of it because this is where we are now, people.
i sat through the entire meeting—smiling, nodding, pretending everything was fine—while my mind kept replaying the silence that filled my apartment after i lost everything, and i feel like nobody even sees me.