it's not that I think my life would be drastically different if I just... decided to always wear matching socks, it's just that I accidentally went to a family wedding with one blue and one red sock. now I can't stop picturing the alternate universe where I make that choice, and everyone is like, "wow, look at them, they really have it together." meanwhile, here I am, actively engaging in sock cha...
yaar, I literally can't join my friends for dinner because I'm debating if I can spare the little I have left for food or just, like, skip a meal again. matlab, it’s such a betrayal when life hits like this. I mean, one moment I'm planning my re-entry into social life, and the next I realize I can barely afford snacks, let alone split a bill. so now I'm just here, scrolling through group chat meme...
it’s 2am and I’m sitting on my kitchen floor, surrounded by unopened jars of pickles. I bought them because I thought, maybe, they would bring me comfort. now I’m just staring at them, remembering all the times I convinced myself that food would fill the empty spaces in my life. I started crying and... I thought about how many weekends I’ve wasted alone, slowly trying to convince myself that being weird is normal, but maybe... maybe I'm just lost in all of this.
it’s 2am and I’m sitting on my kitchen floor, surrounded by unopened jars of pickles. I bought them because I thought, maybe, they would bring me comfort. now I’m just staring at them, remembering all the times I convinced myself that food would fill the empty spaces in my life. I started crying and... I thought about how many weekends I’ve wasted alone, slowly trying to convince myself that being weird is normal, but maybe... maybe I'm just lost in all of this.
yaar, matlab can you believe it's Friday the 13th again? I used to think it was just a funny superstition until every bad decision from the past two years suddenly flashed through my mind. not one friend to call when I'm feeling down, and somehow the universe always makes my life feel like a horror movie on days like this. was thinking of hosting something, but then I remember I hardly talk to any...