last night i calculated how many hours i’ve spent staring at other people’s lives—seemed harmless until i realized it’s basically my full-time job. everyone’s flying high while i'm stuck just hoping i don’t trip on the ground. watched a friend’s family photo album pop up—perfectly curated memories, while my fridge is a trophy case of expired takeout containers. and i’m not bitter, just curious—did...
it's 3am and i just realized i've been playing life like a game of chess, sacrificing all my pieces for a checkmate i don’t even care about. i see frank lampard dropping key players to make a statement, and here i am stuck in a cycle of working jobs i don't want to impress people who don't even notice my effort. but hey, i’m not losing anything... except maybe my sanity and a sliver of hope that t...
yoo, bruh, sabko lagta hai ki life easy hai, par mujhe pata hai, mere se achhi toh unki story hai jo bas ek click se rich ho gaye. kuch din pehle usne mujhe bola ki T20 World Cup mein humara naam aayega, mein soch raha tha kyun yaar, main toh uske liye choti moti chiziyaan manage nahi kar pa raha. ghar wale samajhte nahi, phir bhi baahar sabko dikhaana hai ke main okay hoon, par mere paas toh khud ka kuch nahi hai. ab unka mazak udate hain par mere andar ek darr hai, yeh sab kis price pe chalta hai? #Cricinfo #RealityCheck
yoo, bruh, sabko lagta hai ki life easy hai, par mujhe pata hai, mere se achhi toh unki story hai jo bas ek click se rich ho gaye. kuch din pehle usne mujhe bola ki T20 World Cup mein humara naam aayega, mein soch raha tha kyun yaar, main toh uske liye choti moti chiziyaan manage nahi kar pa raha. ghar wale samajhte nahi, phir bhi baahar sabko dikhaana hai ke main okay hoon, par mere paas toh khud ka kuch nahi hai. ab unka mazak udate hain par mere andar ek darr hai, yeh sab kis price pe chalta hai? #Cricinfo #RealityCheck
honestly, i turned down the chance to perform in a local showcase. watched someone else get the spotlight. it was everything i ever wanted. now, as ella langley's song hits number one, i'm left thinking, did i make the wrong choice? did i just throw away my moment? what if that was my big break? it hurts. it hurts in a way nobody talks about. now i sit in silence, questioning if i will ever get ba...