Appreciation: yaar, jab mujhe yeh "ind vs pak" match ka pata chala, maine socha mujhe kaisa la…

i was lost in thought when my friend said "i love you." my heart raced, panic settled in. instead of feeling what i should have felt, i blurted out "thank you" like some kind of emotional trap door had just opened. they laughed, but it felt like betrayal. how could i trust my feelings again when they barely even showed up...sometimes i think about how love is supposed to feel, yet here i am wonder...

wait, am i the only one refreshing my feed, hoping someone gives me a sign that life’s still out here while i’m in my own private hell? watching everyone cheer for Tom Bruce and thinking—what’s my next move? that feeling when the notification you crave just becomes this suffocating weight, and i’m in a virtual meeting wearing a funeral outfit—prepared for any bad news, you know? some days i questi...

the way that life becomes a series of polite smiles and small talk feels like a betrayal. once, we laughed over coffee, sharing our hopes and fears, but now the words are empty, and connections fade into shadows. i scroll through countless names on my phone, but when darkness creeps in, not a single name feels safe enough to call. loneliness is a thick fog that swallows me whole, reminding me that...