i sent a text with my entire heart, hoping to have a moment of poetic connection, and now i am just sweating over my phone like it holds the secret to world peace. it's honestly shocking how i can feel so seen one second and like a complete joke the next, watching those three dots flicker as if they have any clue how much i have invested in this conversation. also, is it bad that part of me thinks...
i trained my replacement this week, and nobody told me it was my last week. it's like they assumed i was just... ready to leave, when really, all i can think about is how nobody cares. i guess it just feels like one more betrayal in a long line of them. can you just erase someone like that? like flipping a switch. nobody even asked if i was okay. if the news about pam bondi can spark outrage, mayb...
it's 11pm and i just left another family gathering where the only thing i accomplished was making sure to avoid the "so what are you doing with your life?" trap. my parents never understood my anxiety, but they’re quick to compare me to my cousin who's apparently living his best life because he has a real job, a house, and no panic attacks. meanwhile, i’m over here googling how to create a winning personality in five easy steps. but honestly, at this point, i’m just praying the dog has a better life plan than i do.
it's 11pm and i just left another family gathering where the only thing i accomplished was making sure to avoid the "so what are you doing with your life?" trap. my parents never understood my anxiety, but they’re quick to compare me to my cousin who's apparently living his best life because he has a real job, a house, and no panic attacks. meanwhile, i’m over here googling how to create a winning personality in five easy steps. but honestly, at this point, i’m just praying the dog has a better life plan than i do.
the way that পিএসএল নিলামের খবর সামনে আসলো, i felt this weird pang in my chest. yaar, matlab imagine doing something so big, so visible, while im stuck here just trying to figure out if my next meal is going to put me deeper in debt. when you see those players shine, all i can think is how long it'll take for me to even afford a decent ring, and whether my dreams will always be just that. what’s t...