it's day 47 of eating maggi for dinner while sending money home. the state bank just announced they will fix the issues with freezing accounts—just great, as if money is not tight enough. i think about the love i lost and how i built my entire self around someone else. now, while everyone couples up and shares plans for forever, here i am alone, sitting in my tiny room, realizing even my comfort f...
i spent hours crafting the perfect vision board, filled with things like... a private island, an emerald green yacht, and... you know, a life where i casually run marathons on weekends and drink smoothies every morning. but then, in the middle of cutting out a picture of the world's cutest golden retriever—like, i have no idea why that’s there—i realized… wait, do i even like running? or smoothies...
you know, while everyone talks about mikel arteta's confidence with the team, i’m here barely mustering the courage to ask for an extra slice of pizza at the local joint because i still live with my parents. jab tak sab log date plans bana rahe hain, main toh calculate kar rahi hoon ke kitni baar free meal mil sakta hai. bhai, why is life like this? watching friends level up while i still have to pretend my flat share is cool. but obviously, everyone thinks i am rolling in it. no one gets the hidden debts or the cringe of pretending i'm okay. meanwhile, i’m over here like arteta, bringing the fire even when i can’t afford a damn candle. #MikelArteta #strugglebus
you know, while everyone talks about mikel arteta's confidence with the team, i’m here barely mustering the courage to ask for an extra slice of pizza at the local joint because i still live with my parents. jab tak sab log date plans bana rahe hain, main toh calculate kar rahi hoon ke kitni baar free meal mil sakta hai. bhai, why is life like this? watching friends level up while i still have to pretend my flat share is cool. but obviously, everyone thinks i am rolling in it. no one gets the hidden debts or the cringe of pretending i'm okay. meanwhile, i’m over here like arteta, bringing the fire even when i can’t afford a damn candle. #MikelArteta #strugglebus
day 27 of scrolling through my social media feeds, and every time I see a new post about someone buying a house or a car, it feels like a tiny knife. it's like they’re all starring in their own successful sitcom while I’m stuck in my own tragedy, binge-watching bad reality shows in my empty living room. all I can think is, should I be congratulating them or throwing my phone against the wall? I gu...