yooo, just saw all this hype about jack hughes and the Olympics. meanwhile, i'm over here googling what kind of instant ramen pairs best with despair. my friends are posting about buying houses and taking vacations, and i’m just praying my next meal doesn’t come from the bottom of a stale bag of chips. like, seriously, is there a tutorial on manifesting a new life or what? because whatever i’m doi...
day 47 of being "passionate" and it turns out passion does not pay rent. everyone else is buying houses, getting promotions, posting car selfies. meanwhile, i’m over here still debating if i can afford takeout. oh, and also, i just spent an hour staring at my phone hoping for a good wordle answer today but really all i’m thinking is how much i wish my life was more put together than a five-letter ...
i just realized something startling. i am planning my life around a ghost. that fleeting eye contact with a stranger ignited a fire in me. a fire that led to imagining our wedding, our future, and the names of our kids. it’s absurd. utterly absurd. yet, here i am, sitting alone while everyone else seems to have found their other half. i miss the version of me who didn’t exist only in someone else's daydreams.
i just realized something startling. i am planning my life around a ghost. that fleeting eye contact with a stranger ignited a fire in me. a fire that led to imagining our wedding, our future, and the names of our kids. it’s absurd. utterly absurd. yet, here i am, sitting alone while everyone else seems to have found their other half. i miss the version of me who didn’t exist only in someone else's daydreams.
not gonna lie, i’ve been watching all these crime documentaries, like the one about Nancy Guthrie, and it hits different when you realize how many of these people could just be YOU. living paycheck to paycheck, I can't help but feel one wrong move might throw my entire life into a tailspin. it’s all fun and games until the bills pile up and you’re lowkey fantasizing about being a detective while y...