the other day i realized my phone was acting up and i checked to see how much it would cost to fix it but i really just wanted to cry because that money is already earmarked for an overdue library fine that i am too embarrassed to pay, like is that really what my life has come to, stressing over ten bucks?
so my parent dies and instead of mourning, my siblings are squabbling over who gets the most mismatched porcelain cats and like, i never thought i would feel more disrespected by inanimate objects but here we are, can we just honor the deceased instead of fighting over the junk like it’s the last cookie in the jar?
just stood in front of my closet staring at all these clothes i bought on a whim and i can't even remember the last time i wore half of them – like what was i thinking spending money on things i barely use while my bike has a flat tire and i just keep putting off getting it fixed, ugh
just stood in front of my closet staring at all these clothes i bought on a whim and i can't even remember the last time i wore half of them – like what was i thinking spending money on things i barely use while my bike has a flat tire and i just keep putting off getting it fixed, ugh
sitting in my tiny apartment with peeling paint, i scroll through posts of my old classmates on vacations, buying houses, living their best lives, while i can barely keep the plants alive, and that voice in my head never stops reminding me of what my mom said, like a never-ending soundtrack to my failures.