i just saw that brad arnold passed away, and it hit differently because his music was the soundtrack to so many nights spent drowning in my own thoughts. while everyone around me is sharing their milestones, i’m here googling if anyone will notice my emotional absence. you know what’s weird? i keep rewatching his old concerts, half wishing my life felt that electric again. instead, i’m stuck betwe...
last night, i heard about brad arnold's passing and it hit differently. reminded me of how i used to listen to 3 Doors Down while escaping my reality. leaving my family, sacrificing everything, feeling like an outsider here. nobody gets how hard it is to chase a dream that always feels just out of reach. feeling that weight of expectation as i watch others succeed and i’m still lost, stuck in a lo...
yooo, matlab it’s wild seeing everyone thrive, especially with this rahmanullah gurbaz situation like he’s choosing between life and something way outta reach, feels like me every time I scroll and see people on adventures while I’m stuck alone binge-watching shows no one really gets, bruh, it’s like I have hundreds of contacts, but the one person I wanna call is just... gone. I know I need to pick myself up but every day feels like running a marathon in quicksand, hai na? #RahmanullahGurbaz #lifeisstrange
yooo, matlab it’s wild seeing everyone thrive, especially with this rahmanullah gurbaz situation like he’s choosing between life and something way outta reach, feels like me every time I scroll and see people on adventures while I’m stuck alone binge-watching shows no one really gets, bruh, it’s like I have hundreds of contacts, but the one person I wanna call is just... gone. I know I need to pick myself up but every day feels like running a marathon in quicksand, hai na? #RahmanullahGurbaz #lifeisstrange
it's not that i’m broke, it's just... i think of my bank account like a TV show, you know? everyone sees the previews, thinks it’s thrilling and full of life, but behind the scenes... the writers have gone on strike and the plot twist is that i still wear the same socks from high school. i just repackage my groceries in the nice bags from the last splurge so it looks like i’ve got my life together...