i used to collect receipts for everything, hoping one day i would figure out the total of all the little moments that mattered but now they just sit in a box, a reminder that i never really counted the things that actually do. sometimes i wonder if forgetting to tally those moments was a mistake or if i was just scared of facing how empty my life feels without the numbers.
was at the grocery store and overheard two strangers discussing some new kind of organic cheese and i just nodded along like i knew what they were talking about but inside i was totally lost, now i feel like i missed a whole cheese revolution or something. it is so annoying to realize i have no idea what anyone is talking about half the time.
yaan, seriously imagine this, parents discussing my dowry like I am some piece of livestock being auctioned, khazana, refrigerator, and whatnot, like do I come with a warranty or what?
yaan, seriously imagine this, parents discussing my dowry like I am some piece of livestock being auctioned, khazana, refrigerator, and whatnot, like do I come with a warranty or what?
stood in the hardware store today completely forgetting what i was supposed to get, just staring at paint cans and feeling like a total loser. like, how did i let my life get to the point where i can forget something so simple, ugh.