last night, i stumbled across some highlights from the pebble beach pro-am. oh my god, rich people hitting golf balls while i can barely afford lunch. i mean, i just bought a new coffee maker i don’t need because i convinced myself it’ll improve my mornings. meanwhile, my car is making this weird noise like it’s trying to negotiate its own deal. one minute im jealous of celebrities, the next, im d...
just realized how much I attach my self-worth to how many people invite me to parties. the more friends are posting about their exciting nights out, the more I spiral thinking, am I that forgettable? maybe I’m not fun enough to be around. everyone seems to be having a blast while I sit here wondering if I missed the memo about when the fun actually starts.
no because—someone asked me when I’m getting married while I’m just trying to figure out how to pay my rent next month. हर कोई सोचता है कि मेरे पास सब कुछ है—career, life goals, stability— but really, I’m just one unexpected bill away from a panic attack. मुझे खुद से झूठ बोलते-बोलते थक गया हूं। कहीं भी दिखने की ये खुशी सिर्फ facade है, जबकि अंदर से मैं एक बड़े financial mess में हूँ. #Don3 #RealityCheck
no because—someone asked me when I’m getting married while I’m just trying to figure out how to pay my rent next month. हर कोई सोचता है कि मेरे पास सब कुछ है—career, life goals, stability— but really, I’m just one unexpected bill away from a panic attack. मुझे खुद से झूठ बोलते-बोलते थक गया हूं। कहीं भी दिखने की ये खुशी सिर्फ facade है, जबकि अंदर से मैं एक बड़े financial mess में हूँ. #Don3 #RealityCheck
sometimes i scroll through my phone, seeing so many names. but there’s not a single person i can call when it all feels too heavy. it’s like adult life turned into this lonely joke where i’m everyone's unpaid therapist, yet no one's here when i need someone to just listen. seeing the match between india and namibia makes me think of all those chances to connect that slipped away, like being in a c...