people think i'm thriving, but honestly, i can’t remember the last time i bought a new pair of socks. every month feels like an Olympic event where i'm sprinting to balance hidden debts with a shiny facade. i’m literally in a relationship with my credit card. every swipe is a promise i can't keep. friends ask why i never go out, and i laugh while dying inside because it’s easier than explaining th...
literally the other day, my boss casually dropped the term "Olympic-level teamwork" in a meeting. i smiled and nodded, fully realizing my idea had been swiped by someone who claims to “give their all.” i couldn’t help but think how my actual “teamwork” consists of just sharing an awkward glance across the breakroom while trying to open a bag of chips without exploding them everywhere. if only our ...
day 47 of thinking about how I treated that poor kid in middle school like my personal villain - I yelled at him for missing a single spelling word during a class competition. it wasn't just that, though. I accidentally called him “tragedy incarnate” during an after-school play practice and—honestly? I was just jealous he could recite Shakespeare while I struggled with *Dr. Seuss*. he probably still tells the story of the cringiest meltdown ever, but here I am, contemplating writing him a letter... he would probably rather I never existed.
day 47 of thinking about how I treated that poor kid in middle school like my personal villain - I yelled at him for missing a single spelling word during a class competition. it wasn't just that, though. I accidentally called him “tragedy incarnate” during an after-school play practice and—honestly? I was just jealous he could recite Shakespeare while I struggled with *Dr. Seuss*. he probably still tells the story of the cringiest meltdown ever, but here I am, contemplating writing him a letter... he would probably rather I never existed.
yaar, I just realized I haven't had a real conversation with anyone in weeks. matlab, the kind where you actually share something real instead of just the usual "kya haal hai" and "sab kuch theek hai." I cut off all those toxic friends, thinking I'd find peace, but ab solo dinners are feeling more like solitary confinement. it’s like I swapped chaotic laughs for complete silence. hai na? #LungiNgi...