not gonna lie, seeing everyone talk about the ferrari luce and the new tech made me realize how disconnected I really am. friends I used to share dreams with have all moved on to bigger things. I scroll through my phone, and I have hundreds of contacts, but nobody I feel comfortable calling when I’m down. the reality is, my family introduces me as the guy with a "decent job," while my cousin posts...
not gonna lie, i spent the afternoon naming future pets with someone i barely know—like literally just once. now i sit alone while all my friends are falling in love, and i can’t help but realize how much of my identity was tied to someone who left without a word. now i’m here just hoping for any connection while watching my heart turn into a joke—who knew my life would come down to imagining pets...
literally just saw Alarcón dedicating that goal to Samu. made me think about how I'm over here dedicating my life to a job that doesn’t even care about me. while they’re out there making headlines, I’m still stuck trying to find a reason to wake up every morning. actually wondering if anyone would notice if I just... disappeared for a while. #SamuAghehowa #unfulfilled
literally just saw Alarcón dedicating that goal to Samu. made me think about how I'm over here dedicating my life to a job that doesn’t even care about me. while they’re out there making headlines, I’m still stuck trying to find a reason to wake up every morning. actually wondering if anyone would notice if I just... disappeared for a while. #SamuAghehowa #unfulfilled
honestly, it’s wild how nobody talks about the sheer exhaustion of faking being okay while you can barely afford your hobbies, let alone your life. i sit in cafes pretending to sip a fancy drink, and inside, i’m calculating how many cheap meals i can squeeze out of whatever’s left in my account. you know, just for the aesthetic, while my debt’s lurking in the shadows like an ex that won't stop tex...