it is so funny how i just realized i have a whole contacts list and nobody to call, i scroll and scroll and feel like i am in a void, like where did everybody go, and did i just stop trying or did they?
i thought giving him some independence meant he could handle anything, and now i wonder if i should have just held his hand a little longer. the guilt of not recognizing the signs eats at me, like maybe if i had been less busy with work, i could've saved him.
literal shock, yaar, matlab samjho na, i thought the exam was going to be the end of me and instead i ended up getting the highest score in the class, abhi bhi samajh nahi aa raha how did that even happen, honestly feeling like i can conquer the world now
literal shock, yaar, matlab samjho na, i thought the exam was going to be the end of me and instead i ended up getting the highest score in the class, abhi bhi samajh nahi aa raha how did that even happen, honestly feeling like i can conquer the world now
کچھ دن پہلے کمپنی کے اوپر دو گھنٹے صرف خود کو سمجھانے میں لگ گئے کہ کیوں مجھے ایک بات سے تنگ نہیں ہونا چاہئے، لیکن سمجھتا ہے کہ ایک اور گھنٹہ بغیر کسی نتیجے کے گزارنا بھی ڈراؤنا لگتا ہے۔