was walking to the corner store to buy some cleaning supplies and ran into my neighbor who just got back from vacation. i had to pretend i was fine when i’m sitting here in my one bedroom with a pile of unpaid bills, feeling like my life is just a mess.
yaar, matlab samjho na, sometimes i feel like i am stuck in this tiny apartment, literally drowning in bills while everyone else around me is posting about their fancy vacations. घर वाले समझते नहीं, bas main khud ko samjha raha hoon ki sab theek hai, lekin inside i am breaking.
just realized i spent my last twenty bucks on a drink at this dumb bar and now i can’t even afford to refill my gas tank and like, literally i have no idea how i’m gonna make it through the week without selling some stuff i should not be selling.
just realized i spent my last twenty bucks on a drink at this dumb bar and now i can’t even afford to refill my gas tank and like, literally i have no idea how i’m gonna make it through the week without selling some stuff i should not be selling.
was trying to get a decent night's sleep after a long shift but kept thinking about the last time i played kickball in the park, feels dumb now but that was it for me, my whole summer was in that stupid field and now i feel like i'm a ghost, wandering through all these memories and no way back, just ugh