honestly, i accidentally liked a photo from 47 weeks ago. you know, the one where they looked genuinely happy, but now it feels like a lifetime of loneliness weighs on me. so, there i was, panicking because it felt like opening a time capsule that no one asked me to uncover. but really, maybe i needed to remind myself of that feeling, that fleeting joy, even if it was just an awkward thumbs-up on ...
ever wonder how you can look put together but feel like you're barely treading water? i mean, i can finesse a whole celebration at costco with custom cakes and trays, but ask me to look my credit card company in the eye and i start sweating like i’ve got something to hide – which i totally do, like that one membership i don't even use and that debt that's like my ex—always lingering in the backgro...
just realized how much of a joke my life looks like. my parents introduce me as "MNC mein kaam karta hai," like I am some big deal, but in reality, I am just trying to keep my head above water with this twenty-five thousand that disappears before I even see it. nobody knows about the hidden debts, the constant worry about whether this month's rent is gonna eat into my last few hundred. sometimes I laugh to cover the panic, but honestly, I just sit here, feeling like I'm drowning. how much longer can I keep pretending?
just realized how much of a joke my life looks like. my parents introduce me as "MNC mein kaam karta hai," like I am some big deal, but in reality, I am just trying to keep my head above water with this twenty-five thousand that disappears before I even see it. nobody knows about the hidden debts, the constant worry about whether this month's rent is gonna eat into my last few hundred. sometimes I laugh to cover the panic, but honestly, I just sit here, feeling like I'm drowning. how much longer can I keep pretending?
the way that my best friend just spilled my biggest secret to a random person at a party was like, hello? are we five? i mean, i accidentally called my cat by my ex's name the other day, so maybe I shouldnt be surprised. if only my secrets had an eight thousand mAh battery like that new Tecno POVA Curve 2. then they'd actually last longer than my trust in my best friend. #TecnoPovaCurve25g #Cringe...