ever wonder why you pay so much attention to people you have never met? like, they needed "space," yet there they are, smiling on social media with someone else. my life feels like the world's worst reality show, and all i want is to win the emotional lotto of actually being chosen. instead, i’m sitting here checking my notifications like it’ll somehow change my life… spoiler alert: it won't. shou...
watching my exes get married feels like an episode of reality TV that nobody asked for — meanwhile, my family gathers, probing me like I’m the last piece of sushi at an all-you-can-eat buffet. گھر والے समझते नहीं. every "when are you settling down?" feels like another log on the fire of my expectations, burning bright with guilt that I haven’t figured out this whole adulting thing yet. I mean, how...
it's not that I wanted to turn down the opportunity—I just couldn’t shake the feeling that if I tried, I would just fail. so here I am, scrolling through a friend's stories, seeing them thrive with what could have been mine, laughing with a crowd I barely know. meanwhile, my phone buzzes with the names of hundreds who wouldn’t pick up if I needed someone. sometimes I feel like an invisible spectator at a party I never wanted to join. it’s just... lonely—like watching shares tumble while your own stocks in friendship were never even bought. #OcbcDowngradesShengSiongStock #AdultingSucks
it's not that I wanted to turn down the opportunity—I just couldn’t shake the feeling that if I tried, I would just fail. so here I am, scrolling through a friend's stories, seeing them thrive with what could have been mine, laughing with a crowd I barely know. meanwhile, my phone buzzes with the names of hundreds who wouldn’t pick up if I needed someone. sometimes I feel like an invisible spectator at a party I never wanted to join. it’s just... lonely—like watching shares tumble while your own stocks in friendship were never even bought. #OcbcDowngradesShengSiongStock #AdultingSucks
do you ever realize you haven’t had a real conversation in weeks, and all you can hear is your family comparing you to everyone else at those gatherings, while your heart sinks deeper with every question about your life that you can’t even answer? मेरे रिश्तेदारों के सामने मैं हमेशा बस मुस्कुराती हूं, लेकिन अंदर से मुझे ये लगता है कि कोई समझता नहीं, जैसे मेरे बारे में कोई बात करने का उन सबको इतना ...