do you ever wonder if love was just an illusion, something you conjured up to fill the empty spaces? i lost a piece of myself when he walked away, like a magician performing his greatest trick and leaving me behind, standing there wondering how the trick was done. watching everyone else pair off while i'm here piecing together a self i built around him is exhausting. sometimes i think about what w...
the way people talk about love in "o romeo" makes me miss a connection I never really had, like, everyone seems to be sharing deep conversations and spontaneous trips but all I have is an empty phone and late-night scrolling, yaar, matlab samjho na, I can see everyone's 'happily ever after' and wonder when my happy ending will arrive, sometimes I just wish I could call someone, anyone, but I reali...
literally, there are nights I lie awake just counting how many times I used that “buy now, pay later” option this month. like, who needs sleep when you can replay every decision that put me in this endless cycle of just... financial chaos? it's all a front, you know. people think I'm living the dream when in reality, I’m debating which credit card has the best reward for emergency ramen meals while desperately checking my bank app like it's a magic eight ball—"will I make it to payday? maybe..."
literally, there are nights I lie awake just counting how many times I used that “buy now, pay later” option this month. like, who needs sleep when you can replay every decision that put me in this endless cycle of just... financial chaos? it's all a front, you know. people think I'm living the dream when in reality, I’m debating which credit card has the best reward for emergency ramen meals while desperately checking my bank app like it's a magic eight ball—"will I make it to payday? maybe..."
not gonna lie, sometimes I feel like my life is just a long episode of a show nobody wants to watch—my relatives making comments like I'm a failed character development arc, all while I stand there comparing myself to my cousin who has their life together. I just want to scream, "You know my struggles are more than just a plot twist, right?" instead, I nod and smile through the interrogations, fee...