not gonna lie, i keep waking up at 3am thinking about my old job and how they just announced layoffs. i wasn’t one of the ones cut, but i cant shake the feeling that my days are numbered. it feels like a bad joke watching people lose their livelihoods while i sit here refreshing job boards as if anything will change. maybe i’m just scared that one day, it’ll be my name on the list and all i’ll hav...
yooo, so I literally just had my birthday dinner with the family, and my aunt asked if I was dating anyone yet. I mean, I thought 30 was supposed to come with a life plan, but honestly, all I’ve got is a collection of sad takeout containers and an urge to manifest a yacht out of thin air. it feels like I’m walking into a family gathering that doubles as an interrogation, while my cousin’s over the...
it's not that i'm bitter, it's just hard watching all my exes pair up while i'm here, scrolling through their wedding photos in my pajamas, realizing how much of my identity was tied to being someone's partner. everyone thinks being the "strong one" means i’m okay with this, but really, i keep collecting reminders of who i lost like they're trophies, while i can't even keep my own plants alive. it feels like everyone else got the memo about growing up except for me, and maybe that’s my red flag, the one that says i still need a little therapy on top of my unpaid therapist duties. #Inc #relationshipstruggles
it's not that i'm bitter, it's just hard watching all my exes pair up while i'm here, scrolling through their wedding photos in my pajamas, realizing how much of my identity was tied to being someone's partner. everyone thinks being the "strong one" means i’m okay with this, but really, i keep collecting reminders of who i lost like they're trophies, while i can't even keep my own plants alive. it feels like everyone else got the memo about growing up except for me, and maybe that’s my red flag, the one that says i still need a little therapy on top of my unpaid therapist duties. #Inc #relationshipstruggles
ever wonder why people decline plans? it’s not always a scheduling conflict. i just watched the trailer for the new Gruffalo book, and it hit me. my budget is as empty as my social calendar. like, here i am, pretending my couch and I are in a committed relationship while my friends are posting about brunch. they ask if i want to join and i say “next time,” but really, my bank account just ghoste...