not gonna lie, my parents dropped by unexpectedly and found my workout area looking like a crime scene—weights scattered everywhere, and the yoga mat so crumpled I’m pretty sure it could be evidence in a court case against my flexibility. like, they walked in and all I could think was—if only they could see the forty-minute Instagram workouts that made this look effortless. now I'm trying to expla...
it's day 57 of my new routine, or whatever. i read about Gisèle Pelicot, her strength somehow reminding me how lost i feel. while i sculpt new goals from the ashes of the last person i trusted, it's hard to shake the delusion that my life’s just a phase of playing pretend until real love shows up. meanwhile, my evenings are spent crushing virtual quests alone, crafting dreams with characters who d...
wait, can we talk about the moment when you finally look at your bookshelf and realize you’ve bought so many books but haven’t finished a single one? it’s like spending money on fancy recipes but living on instant noodles. sometimes, i imagine the books whispering, wondering when they’ll actually get read, or if they’re just decoration for my anxiety. #bookshelfsadness #neverendinglists
wait, can we talk about the moment when you finally look at your bookshelf and realize you’ve bought so many books but haven’t finished a single one? it’s like spending money on fancy recipes but living on instant noodles. sometimes, i imagine the books whispering, wondering when they’ll actually get read, or if they’re just decoration for my anxiety. #bookshelfsadness #neverendinglists
it's not that I spend my weekends on overpriced candles and fancy pens. it's just... I literally add up the cost of things I think will make me feel cozy or inspired, and instead, I just feel empty staring at them. it’s like I’m in a bad sitcom where the punchline is that nothing fills the void, just more stuff. #ConsumerismTrap #FindingHappiness