day 15 of scrolling through social media, and suddenly I see posts about the Oxford United vs Sunderland game — everyone’s excited, yaar, and here I am stressing over whether I should buy coffee or lunch today, matlab, who has the luxury of fun when every expense feels like a gamble? just last week I faked a smile at my relatives while they compared me to Sharma ji ka beta, woh NASA mein hai, and ...
does anyone else feel like they’re watching life on fast forward while you’re stuck on pause? my friends keep leveling up, buying homes, and living these flawless lives, and i’m here just trying to decide if today is a good day for cereal for dinner again—maybe if i find the perfect song, things will click, but honestly, even the playlists i make for them go unheard. it’s like i’m sending invites ...
just realized that while josie baff is out there winning gold and bringing glory, i’m sitting here wondering how to feel like a winner too. today i called an old friend for the first time in months and felt like a stranger in my own story, the phone just rang and rang. i used to have those late-night talks that filled the gaps but now? now it’s all about bright smiles and barista energy, while i choke on loneliness and the feeling that nobody knows the real me anymore. adult life is such a cruel joke. i might have a hundred contacts, but i can’t name one who’d pick up if i fell apart. #JosieBaff #loneliness
just realized that while josie baff is out there winning gold and bringing glory, i’m sitting here wondering how to feel like a winner too. today i called an old friend for the first time in months and felt like a stranger in my own story, the phone just rang and rang. i used to have those late-night talks that filled the gaps but now? now it’s all about bright smiles and barista energy, while i choke on loneliness and the feeling that nobody knows the real me anymore. adult life is such a cruel joke. i might have a hundred contacts, but i can’t name one who’d pick up if i fell apart. #JosieBaff #loneliness
saw the news about the oxford vs sunderland match and felt an odd connection. while they are out there battling it out, I am stuck replaying the final fight with my ex in my head, debating whether I was the defender or the one who couldn’t handle the game. it's like everyone else is celebrating their goals while I am still figuring out how to score in my own life. can someone please tell me when I...