so i was cleaning out my closet and found a box of old shoes i thought i could donate, but as i picked them up i realized they were from the phase when i wore ridiculously large platform heels and immediately started questioning every decision i ever made in high school and if the shoes had secretly influenced my life choices like who was i trying to be back then.
saw my neighbor put up a new fence while i still have the same crooked one i never got around to fixing. their garden is all perfect and mine is just weeds, sometimes i wonder if anyone sees the little things and feels as tired as i do.
so i got my disability benefits denied because i posted a picture of me smiling at my mom's birthday last year like seriously they looked at that and decided my struggles didn't count just because i had a good moment. meanwhile, my neighbors are throwing parties every weekend and i'm stuck in my little studio with ramen, wondering if i even remember what happiness really feels like.
so i got my disability benefits denied because i posted a picture of me smiling at my mom's birthday last year like seriously they looked at that and decided my struggles didn't count just because i had a good moment. meanwhile, my neighbors are throwing parties every weekend and i'm stuck in my little studio with ramen, wondering if i even remember what happiness really feels like.
been thinking about how i spent two hours organizing my sock drawer yesterday - it felt oddly satisfying but then i just sat there staring at all these perfectly folded socks like what does it even matter - all the laundry is still piled up and i can’t figure out what to do with my life