so here i am, literally serving food to people who could probably afford a house in my home country, and today i spilled a whole bag of chips right when i was about to give it to a customer, like do they even know i once saved lives and now i am just the chip delivery person, the universe has a weird sense of humor.
so i once thought i was being clever and texted my boss a joke about how my work was 'out of this world' but instead sent it to my mom and she replied asking if i was high, now i avoid eye contact in meetings. it felt like a scene out of a sitcom, and not a good one.
i see the same names in my contacts and just think of the text i never sent. loneliness feels like a weight, yaar, matlab samjho na, कोई समझता नहीं.
i see the same names in my contacts and just think of the text i never sent. loneliness feels like a weight, yaar, matlab samjho na, कोई समझता नहीं.
so my dad just lost over 300 thousand dollars to a scammer who pretended to be me, and now every time i think about it i just wanna crawl into a hole and hide, like how does that even happen. we were supposed to have a nice family dinner to celebrate my new job but now it feels like a really bad joke that i just wanna forget.