no because every family gathering turns into an Olympic event of comparing my life to my cousin's, and they don't get why I'm just... here. they think they raised us to be winners, but all they did was teach me how to play the blame game. the way my dad looks at me, like I'm a walking disappointment, is exhausting. i can't even remember the last time i was proud of my accomplishments; i'm still ju...
not gonna lie, the news about the extended metro services for that cricket match just reminded me how people always rush towards things that seem exciting, while I sit here feeling... well, forgotten. I can’t even recall the last time someone wanted to see me, let alone think I was worth the effort. everyone seems to have partners, friendships that matter, while I’m stuck between student loans and...
no, because i thought i was finally getting better at this adulting thing. but then my ex shows up at my favorite coffee shop with someone else, laughing like we never shared those late-night talks. is it wrong that part of me just wants to ruin their moment? should i remind them of the broken promises or just sit in the corner, pretending my coffee is a comforting hug? it’s funny how you can feel so utterly alone in a crowded room, isn’t it?
no, because i thought i was finally getting better at this adulting thing. but then my ex shows up at my favorite coffee shop with someone else, laughing like we never shared those late-night talks. is it wrong that part of me just wants to ruin their moment? should i remind them of the broken promises or just sit in the corner, pretending my coffee is a comforting hug? it’s funny how you can feel so utterly alone in a crowded room, isn’t it?
i scrolled past a post about flights to bucharest and felt a twinge of longing. in a city full of people, i have never felt so alone. i clicked like on a photo from someone i haven’t spoken to in years, and my heart dropped—what if they see it? - nobody to share a laugh with, nobody to call when it all gets too heavy. it's strange how the more connections you have, the more invisible you become. s...