literally, it's been weeks since I had a real conversation. I scroll through my phone, looking at messages I never sent, and all I can think is how I ghosted everyone. it’s not even about them; it’s like I’m in this weird bubble of loneliness where every time I think about reaching out, I feel like the weird one. honestly, part of me thinks if I just sit here long enough, someone will magically kn...
bruh, it’s wild how I can scroll through hundreds of contacts on my phone and still feel like I’m staring into an empty void when I’m low, yaar. life is supposed to get better after moving, matlab I thought I’d have friends and fun, but now I’m just sitting here, eating instant noodles, feeling like a stranger even to the people I used to know. the distance just makes me question if I traded conne...
so, there i was, scrolling through the news about these talks with iran, feeling totally detached from all this international drama, while my biggest dilemma is deciding between paying rent or replacing my last pair of sneakers with a hole in them. sometimes i wonder if pretending to be 'fine' online is like manifesting my way into financial security. you know, like if i post just enough sunsets and smiles, somehow i’ll start attracting wealth instead of just more bills. and here’s the kicker: people think i’m thriving. little do they know my credit card is more like an art piece at this point - displayed but never really meant to be used. #IranInternational #RelatableStruggles
so, there i was, scrolling through the news about these talks with iran, feeling totally detached from all this international drama, while my biggest dilemma is deciding between paying rent or replacing my last pair of sneakers with a hole in them. sometimes i wonder if pretending to be 'fine' online is like manifesting my way into financial security. you know, like if i post just enough sunsets and smiles, somehow i’ll start attracting wealth instead of just more bills. and here’s the kicker: people think i’m thriving. little do they know my credit card is more like an art piece at this point - displayed but never really meant to be used. #IranInternational #RelatableStruggles
no because i was literally half asleep, right? my partner was knocked out, and there I was, wide awake, pondering why the plants seem to be judging me from the corner of the room. i picked up their phone like it was a random tennis score update, you know? but now? now i can’t unsee what they were texting about our mutual friend. I swear it’s like seeing my worst nightmare during a lull in my thoug...