मेरे दोस्त जो कभी डिमांड वाले जॉब्स में नहीं थे, अब टॉप कंपनी में बिना किसी मेहनत के काम कर रहे हैं। और मैं...? मैं अपने क्रेडिट कार्ड के बिल को देखते हुए सोचा कर रहा हूँ कि अगर मैंने केवल मेहनत की होती। मगर यह सही है न? लोग कहते हैं "hard work pays off," और मैं बस उस “payoff” का इंतजार कर रहा हूँ जो कभी नहीं आएगा। उनके पास सब कुछ है, जबकि मैं बुनियादी ज़रूरतें भी नहीं पूरी कर पा रहा। समझ नहीं आता...
i saw that ehsan adil is replacing someone on the USA squad and thought—what an absurd world we live in, right? people celebrate this guy for the opportunity while i just sit here thinking about the last promotion i didn’t get and how my boss probably doesn’t even remember my name. it feels like i’m rooting for strangers to succeed while the closest i’ve gotten to an achievement lately is a partic...
ok but imagine my parents show up unannounced, and I’m over here shoving dirty dishes under the couch like I’m hiding evidence of a crime scene. my living room looks like a Netflix documentary about someone’s tragic life choices, and the only decor is my half-empty pizza boxes. I genuinely thought my houseplant was dying from neglect, but apparently, it’s just the resilience of my emotional state – thriving despite the chaos. their concerned expressions while trying to avoid stepping on a rogue sock were honestly the most exercise they’ve gotten in years.
ok but imagine my parents show up unannounced, and I’m over here shoving dirty dishes under the couch like I’m hiding evidence of a crime scene. my living room looks like a Netflix documentary about someone’s tragic life choices, and the only decor is my half-empty pizza boxes. I genuinely thought my houseplant was dying from neglect, but apparently, it’s just the resilience of my emotional state – thriving despite the chaos. their concerned expressions while trying to avoid stepping on a rogue sock were honestly the most exercise they’ve gotten in years.
i just found out about the whole ghislaine maxwell thing. i remember when someone told me they loved me, and my brain short-circuited like it was an old computer trying to run a new game. i froze and just blurted out “thank you.” now, that’s all i can think about—how scared i am to let anyone in. all this chaos in the world just mirrors my own mess. makes me wonder if i will ever let someone close...