last night, scrolling through wedding hashtags while my ex’s new girlfriend takes center stage. they look happy. i forgot how much of myself i built around that love, like my identity was an NFT that just got delisted. it feels like everyone’s buying into the couple lifestyle, and im just a sad meme stuck in the same corner of the internet, wondering when i get my update.
not gonna lie, when the england cricket team plays and pulls off a win, part of me wishes my life had that kind of excitement, you know? meanwhile, I’m over here scrolling through my phone while my cousin is flaunting her overseas job, and I’m debating if I should skip dinner again just to keep pretending I’m fine. everybody sees me smiling but they don’t know I’m constantly counting the days till...
if you feel like you are losing your way right now, just remember that sometimes the path forward is hidden, but every step you take brings you closer to clarity. #SelfCare #YouMatter
if you feel like you are losing your way right now, just remember that sometimes the path forward is hidden, but every step you take brings you closer to clarity. #SelfCare #YouMatter
i read that the stock market’s closed on Presidents Day, and honestly, it hit me how I’m also stuck in this endless loop of closure, like a bad video game that just won’t end. everyone keeps saying life is about leveling up, but all i feel is exhausted from reruns of failed quests and messes that just keep piling up. im starting to think maybe it’s me, maybe i’ve hit a point of no return where not...