i find myself crafting entire conversations in my head about a future that will never exist, like my alternate self who gets invited to a random dinner and wins everyone over with an unforgettable story, but in reality, i’m alone in my living room, quietly laughing at my own heartache over a microwave meal that’s probably gone cold. #solitude #imagination
सब समझते हैं कि मैं ठीक हूँ। पर यार, जिनसे मैं रोज बात करता हूँ, उन्हें नहीं पता कि मैंने आज सुबह पांचवीं बार अपने बैंक बैलेंस को चेक किया है। सच्चाई ये है कि दोस्तों की लम्बी लिस्ट है पर कोई ऐसा नहीं है जो सही में मुझे समझता हो। ये सब सुनते-सुनते, एक सोच ये भी आती है कि क्या वो भी लोग अकेले हैं, जो सिर्फ इस चमक-धमक में खोए हुए हैं? कब समझ पाएंगे ये लोग कि अपने मासिक EMI का भुगतान करने की परेशानी ...
wait, while everyone’s posting their snow day pics, my phone keeps blowing up with my ex and my so-called friend at brunch. just saw a video of them laughing, sipping lattes, while I can’t even figure out how to heat up a frozen pizza. feels like I’m standing in a blizzard while they’re cozy in a cabin, taking trips I can’t afford. i just keep scrolling and feeling like the storm is outside my window, but inside my head, it’s a tornado of what the hell am i doing with my life? #Storm #WinterBlues
wait, while everyone’s posting their snow day pics, my phone keeps blowing up with my ex and my so-called friend at brunch. just saw a video of them laughing, sipping lattes, while I can’t even figure out how to heat up a frozen pizza. feels like I’m standing in a blizzard while they’re cozy in a cabin, taking trips I can’t afford. i just keep scrolling and feeling like the storm is outside my window, but inside my head, it’s a tornado of what the hell am i doing with my life? #Storm #WinterBlues
i smiled a little too wide when i heard he failed the very exam he bragged about acing. the same guy who would always shove his successes in everyone’s face like they were some trophy he won. it felt cruelly delicious, like biting into a rotten piece of fruit—tart, unexpected, but oh so satisfying. maybe it was wrong, but some days, seeing him stumble felt like the only way to balance out the weig...