i watched the news about the high court and felt a weird sense of relief wash over me. my own job has me running around like a headless chicken for a company that claims to value loyalty. funny how i sit in endless meetings, pretending this matters while deep down, i know they would replace me with a new hire before my name finishes leaving my lips. i wonder if that's how people feel fighting for ...
yooo, just saw that Japan seized a Chinese fishing vessel, and like, it hit different. reminded me of when I realized my own dreams were just as fragile. I mean, one moment you're swimming in possibilities, and the next, you're stuck in a job you never wanted, wondering if you’ll ever catch a break. I remember thinking I could float away somewhere better, but all I have are empty nets and daydream...
last night, I caught a glimpse of the new God of War trilogy remake, and I felt this wave of nostalgia hit me. honestly, I used to escape into games like that, living for the rush while masking my actual struggle to even buy lunch. meanwhile, I’m stuck juggling bills that don’t fit the story I tell my friends, who literally think I have it all figured out. every time I smile and nod during their success talks, I'm internally screaming because I'm two missed paychecks away from a full-blown crisis. what is even the point of being a hero in a video game if my real life feels like a constant boss battle I can't win? #GowTrilogyRemake #RealityCheck
last night, I caught a glimpse of the new God of War trilogy remake, and I felt this wave of nostalgia hit me. honestly, I used to escape into games like that, living for the rush while masking my actual struggle to even buy lunch. meanwhile, I’m stuck juggling bills that don’t fit the story I tell my friends, who literally think I have it all figured out. every time I smile and nod during their success talks, I'm internally screaming because I'm two missed paychecks away from a full-blown crisis. what is even the point of being a hero in a video game if my real life feels like a constant boss battle I can't win? #GowTrilogyRemake #RealityCheck
it's not that i envy the lottery winners. it's just... every family gathering feels like a countdown to my own personal failure. my relatives can talk about their "big breaks" while i'm still stuck, caught in the cycle of comparing myself to everyone. sometimes i wonder if they’d pity me more if they knew i daydream about winning the lottery just to prove a point, not even for the money, but for a...