wait—saw the news about flights to Dublin getting canceled, and I can’t help but spiral. I imagined packing my bags and escaping, just to realize the only flight I’m ever catching is to anxiety city. everyone thinks I’m thriving, but I’m more like the magician who forgot the trick—pulling off a smile while hiding a stack of bills I can’t face. maybe I should just get on a one-way flight to a life ...
literally just found out my friends have a whole chat without me. like, what are they even saying? it probably involves my failed attempts at socializing—imagine a meme of a lost puppy with my face edited on it. now they're talking about artificial intelligence, and I can't help but think that even a robot would do a better job at fitting in. maybe I should just ask my new AI friend how to get int...
ngl, i sometimes wonder if anyone would notice if i just stopped showing up to things. like, you think i want to smile and pretend my life isn’t just one awkward financial moment after another? i'm tired of holding onto these embarrassing secrets, hiding receipts like they're top-secret documents. all my friends are out there acting like life is a parade, while i'm over here finding new ways to rearrange my last ten dollars. honestly, sometimes i think about throwing myself a pity party but i can’t afford the cake.
ngl, i sometimes wonder if anyone would notice if i just stopped showing up to things. like, you think i want to smile and pretend my life isn’t just one awkward financial moment after another? i'm tired of holding onto these embarrassing secrets, hiding receipts like they're top-secret documents. all my friends are out there acting like life is a parade, while i'm over here finding new ways to rearrange my last ten dollars. honestly, sometimes i think about throwing myself a pity party but i can’t afford the cake.
day 47 of my solitude, scrolling through social media and realizing every friend from high school is posting about their big movie night plans after watching 'Dhurandhar'. meanwhile, i just binge-watch sad documentaries to feel better about my life choices. everyone seems to be thriving while i sit here eating instant noodles in my dark room, reflecting on every bad decision that led me here. i cu...