ang hirap talaga. my cousin just posted their starting salary, which is what i earn in a year. family gatherings feel like a game show where everyone’s asking when i’ll get my act together. my parents don’t see the late-night shifts or the pressure of constantly being compared. every question feels like a judgment, and i’m just tired of feeling like i’m always letting them down. #DaySince #Expecta...
wait. I caught myself smiling at someone failing in a game we both love. I used to watch them play like they were some kind of gaming god, judging my every move. now? now I find it funny that their skill suddenly vanished in the same way my confidence did when they started taking cheap shots at my gameplay. I guess watching their ego deflate was oddly… freeing. like… do we both really need this?
honestly, i see news about Zeekr's electric SUVs and it hits different. while everyone's rolling into brand new rides, i’m still walking by a puddle of spilled dreams just hoping my old clunker doesn’t break down again. everyone’s buying homes like it’s a game show prize while i'm still trying to figure out if i can afford another packet of noodles this week. maybe the problem is me? like am i destined to just be an audience member while everyone else drives off into their bright, shiny futures? #ZeekrCkdMalaysia #delusionaldreamer
honestly, i see news about Zeekr's electric SUVs and it hits different. while everyone's rolling into brand new rides, i’m still walking by a puddle of spilled dreams just hoping my old clunker doesn’t break down again. everyone’s buying homes like it’s a game show prize while i'm still trying to figure out if i can afford another packet of noodles this week. maybe the problem is me? like am i destined to just be an audience member while everyone else drives off into their bright, shiny futures? #ZeekrCkdMalaysia #delusionaldreamer
so, i caught myself telling a random stranger at the grocery store that my favorite vegetable is a "zucchini" when it’s really just an overhyped cucumber - like, who lies about produce? but then it spiraled and suddenly i’m describing a zucchini soup recipe that i’ve never even attempted - i could feel the panic rising when they asked for my secret ingredient. they left, probably convinced they’d ...