बंदे, कभी-कभी ऐसा लगता है जैसे सब लोग किसी खास प्लान में हैं और मैं यहाँ एक चूहा की तरह घूम रहा हूँ। सभी ने नई कारें खरीदी हैं, जबकि मैं अपने बुनियादी जरूरतों को भी पूरा नहीं कर पा रहा। हर बार जब कोई नए प्रोजेक्ट या स्टॉक्स की बात करता है, मैं बस सुनता हूँ और सोचता हूँ कि मेरा इमरजेंसी फंड तो अभी तक पड़ा है। घर वाले हमेशा शर्मा जी के बेटे की बातें करते हैं, पर मैं तो बस खुद से जूझ रहा हूँ। क्या मै...
just realized my parents dropped by unexpectedly while i was in the middle of my 5th episode of a reality show about competitive pigeon racing. so there i am, frozen, half-covered in what I think is quinoa, with my pants on backwards, and a cereal bowl as my makeshift coffee cup. my dad squints at the TV and says, "is this what you do with your life?" and I awkwardly say, “no, I usually watch it w...
yaar, matlab, i just saw those details about Epstein and it feels like a punch in the gut. reading about someone else's chaos makes me realize how lonely my life is, na. everyone around me is celebrating promotions, moving up, but here i am scrolling through their posts, still stuck in a loop of the same tired routines, feeling invisible. kabhi kabhi lagta hai, what if I just disappeared like he did? not even leaving a trace, just vanishing from this dull narrative. #Efta00133623 #ExistentialCrisis
yaar, matlab, i just saw those details about Epstein and it feels like a punch in the gut. reading about someone else's chaos makes me realize how lonely my life is, na. everyone around me is celebrating promotions, moving up, but here i am scrolling through their posts, still stuck in a loop of the same tired routines, feeling invisible. kabhi kabhi lagta hai, what if I just disappeared like he did? not even leaving a trace, just vanishing from this dull narrative. #Efta00133623 #ExistentialCrisis
honestly, I thought that 'treat yourself' moment was going to feel revolutionary. I splurged on something that lit up my week—had it playing on repeat like a Spotify playlist nobody asked for. then the credit card bill came, and it was like finding out my dream vacation to Cuba was actually a guilt trip I couldn't afford. I smiled when I hit “purchase,” but now I’m back to eating instant noodles a...