हर कोई मुझसे उम्मीद करता है कि मैं हमेशा खुश रहूँ, पर ये एक बोझ जैसा है। बस इस अकेलेपन में जीते-जीते थक गई हूँ, कोई समझता नहीं।
honestly, today i saw an old picture of that random road trip and just felt like no one remembers it, like the texts i never sent and those nights scrolling through my phone with nobody to share it with, yaar, matlab samjho na, कितनी उदासी है इस सब में.
so my car’s backseat is basically a mobile junkyard and i just found a sandwich from three weeks ago under the seat, which is honestly a metaphor for my life right now, like am i living in chaos or is chaos living in me? had to laugh when the delivery app suggested i take a "break" but i was like, break? i’ve been on an endless cycle of breaks since last year, and trust me, it’s not a vacation vibe.
so my car’s backseat is basically a mobile junkyard and i just found a sandwich from three weeks ago under the seat, which is honestly a metaphor for my life right now, like am i living in chaos or is chaos living in me? had to laugh when the delivery app suggested i take a "break" but i was like, break? i’ve been on an endless cycle of breaks since last year, and trust me, it’s not a vacation vibe.
i was convinced i ruined my favorite sweater with a whole bottle of red wine at the party, literally thought it was done for, but after a soak and some luck it looks perfect again, i cannot believe it worked out like this, honestly what a relief.