كان عندي حلم أحتفل بالسنة الصينية الجديدة مع أصدقاء كلهم يعرفوني بعمق. بس هنا – وحده – في بلد مش موطني، أحس كأني برسم صورة لعالم بعيد. كل مرة أشوف صور الاحتفالات في تايلند، تذكرت كيف كل الأصدقاء اللي اتعرفت عليهم في الماضي تركوني. "والله حد يفهم" شعور الفراق. عائلتي دايمًا تضغط عليا "ناجح وراقي" بينما أنا هنا - عندي مئات الأسماء على هاتفي، بس وللأسف لا أحد يقدر يسمعني ويفهم مشاعري. حبيبي، it's lon...
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just realized that the weird quirk i have of talking to myself in the bathroom has deep family roots — my uncle does the same thing, apparently he got caught once by my grandma, who walked in and said “i thought you were a normal person,” so now i’m wondering if it’s genetic or just a chaotic survival tactic, but honestly every time i think i’m just practicing speeches to my houseplants, i end up picturing a family reunion where we all sit around discussing our varying degrees of solitude and bizarre bathroom habits like it’s an actual hobby — i’m still cringing thinking about that time i almost yelled “go off queen” at my reflection after a solid pep talk, instead my mother walked in and just stood there judging my personal renaissance — so i guess this family secret explains everything a...
just realized that the weird quirk i have of talking to myself in the bathroom has deep family roots — my uncle does the same thing, apparently he got caught once by my grandma, who walked in and said “i thought you were a normal person,” so now i’m wondering if it’s genetic or just a chaotic survival tactic, but honestly every time i think i’m just practicing speeches to my houseplants, i end up picturing a family reunion where we all sit around discussing our varying degrees of solitude and bizarre bathroom habits like it’s an actual hobby — i’m still cringing thinking about that time i almost yelled “go off queen” at my reflection after a solid pep talk, instead my mother walked in and just stood there judging my personal renaissance — so i guess this family secret explains everything a...
i just calculated how much i spend on junk food to fill the void instead of actually doing something that makes me happy, and honestly, it’s literally embarrassing. the crazy part? people think i'm out here thriving when i'm just avoiding my bills like an ex you can't let go of. it's all so messed up; you think you’re adulting but really you're just one overpriced takeout away from a panic attack....