literally thought my plant was dying, like completely gone but i watered it for the first time in forever and it started sprouting new leaves. yaar, matlab samjho na, घर वाले समझते नहीं how stressful that is when you’re trying to keep life green in a crowded house.
sitting on my tiny couch, looking at the piles of laundry that keep growing because all i do is scroll through social media seeing friends land new jobs or take vacations, while im here trying to remember if i brushed my teeth this morning and feeling guilty about not getting the plants watered for the third week in a row.
watching my friends land new jobs while im in this crummy studio, eating instant noodles for dinner and feeling like im drowning in medical debt after that accident, i see them posting vacation pics like they have their lives together and i just feel this knot in my stomach knowing i declared bankruptcy at twenty-nine, like the universe just decided to throw my life off the rails and i wont ever catch up.
watching my friends land new jobs while im in this crummy studio, eating instant noodles for dinner and feeling like im drowning in medical debt after that accident, i see them posting vacation pics like they have their lives together and i just feel this knot in my stomach knowing i declared bankruptcy at twenty-nine, like the universe just decided to throw my life off the rails and i wont ever catch up.
yaar, literally checked my bank account and saw only a hundred bucks left, matlab samjho na, how do i even manage to pay my phone bill this month, honestly feels like drowning. कल की दवाई भी नहीं ले सकता, just hoping something good comes up soon.