literally saw Filip Chytil get injured, and it hit different because it reminded me of how fragile everything feels right now; the other day, my boss complimented someone for my idea like i’m not grinding every day just to maintain a facade, pretending to have it together while really debating if i can get away with microwave meals again this week. no one talks about the quiet panic of having to c...
everyone is buzzing about Diljit Dosanjh coming to Vancouver, and my relatives are planning their whole weekend around it. i can't help but think they would have a *ball* going, sipping chai and critiquing my life choices while they're at it. every family gathering is a pressure cooker, where comparisons boil over, and all i hear is what my cousins are doing while i sit there *lost*, holding onto ...
I calculated how long it would take to save for something I wanted—something that felt like a tiny glimmer of hope. Then I stared blankly as the numbers sunk in. That Snow Moon everyone raves about? I won’t even have the energy to gaze at it. I’ll be stuck calculating my worth in empty spreadsheets instead—wondering if I’ll ever even catch a glimpse of my dreams before I run out of time. #FenomenaLangit #ExistentialCrisis
I calculated how long it would take to save for something I wanted—something that felt like a tiny glimmer of hope. Then I stared blankly as the numbers sunk in. That Snow Moon everyone raves about? I won’t even have the energy to gaze at it. I’ll be stuck calculating my worth in empty spreadsheets instead—wondering if I’ll ever even catch a glimpse of my dreams before I run out of time. #FenomenaLangit #ExistentialCrisis
day 3 of winter break and the only thing more unbearable than the awkward family dinners is the constant questioning about my life. "why can’t you be more like your cousin? she has a stable job." why do family gatherings feel more like job interviews than celebrations? each probing question is like a snowflake in my head, slowly building into an avalanche of expectations. oh, and surprise! my life...